Life After Amputation

I've always been a fairly active person, working,Another thing that we don't realize, is that we
taking care of my home and grandsons. Then, inhave 'sensors' in our ankle and foot that tells our
November of 2008, my life was turned upsidebrain just where that foot is. When you ankle and
down when a motorcycling accident landed me infoot are gone, so are the 'sensors'. As a BKA, I
Shock Trauma for 28 days. From there I spenthave gotten my left foot (the prosthetic) caught
another 2 weeks a rehab hospital.in toys, rugs, etc.. You go to take a step and
While in Shock Trauma, my lower left leg wasdon't realize you didn't lift that foot up enough.
amputated. I was kept in a medically inducedWhew, so much to re-learn!
coma for the first 3 weeks. When I was finallyNow that I am back to actually walking, it is a
brought out of the coma, I discovered thewhole lot easier doing the housework, and
amputation. I had suffered a severe injury to mycooking. I even take and/or pick up the oldest
ankle, and infection set in. Amputating my leg wasgrandson (now 4 yrs. old) from Pre-K;, taking the
the only way to save my life.baby (now 2 yrs old. [& WALKING] ), with
I found out that the stump, even after it wasout any help. Before, while still on crutches, I
well healed, was a very tender spot. Getting usedneeded help to get the youngest out to my SUV.
to the "pins and needles" sensations took a while.Now, my family treats me just as if I had both
That was the EASY part; finding out my leg waslegs. By that, I mean that they no longer are
gone.rushing to cook for me or to carry my plate and
Luckily, my husband was home sick the night ofdrink to the table for meals. The only thing I don't
the accident. I say luckily, because he wasn't hurtdo is the laundry. I just started going down the
or injured, and was able to help me when I wasbasement steps. There is no railing, and the steps
released from the hospitals. I had rode with aare a little steep and narrow. I still need to hold
friend as a passenger. I rode my own bike, butonto the rail or wall or have my cane nearby if
mine wasn't running that night. I didn't think I'dI'm going to do steps. One day I'll be able to get
ever ride again. I didn't know IF I even wanted toup & down as easily as I did before the
get back on a motorcycle!accident.
While on crutches, I learned how to watch a 11It feels so good to be able to do all the things I
month old, who was still crawling, and a 3 yr old. Idid before the accident! Yes, I've even rode on a
was the only babysitter my daughter had. Thanksmotorcycle again, as a passenger. It was both
to the very mature 3 yr old, and the baby gates,great but scary too, at first. I can't wait to try to
I was able to keep up with them. Cooking andactually drive one again. My bike is old and I'm
cleaning were other things I had to learn how toleery of riding it, due to the way it runs. I don't
do on crutches. Even with learning all this, I wasknow if I'll be able to shift the gears with the
determined that I would not be "handicapped' byprosthetic foot or if I'll have to have a bike
this.modified. I keep telling myself it's just like learning
I had months of physical therapy before I evento ride a bicycle or a horse; if you fall off, get up
got my prosthetic leg. Now the WORK began.and get back on it. I WILL ride again.
Once I had my leg, it was another couple ofAll I can say; is what a difference a year makes!
months of therapy learning how to 'walk' again.Wow, when I look back to where I was a year
We don't realize there is a certain way we areago, to where I'm at now, it's mind boggling. I'm
supposed to walk. When we have both legs, itnow doing all the things I've done before, except
just comes naturally.actually working outside of the home, and that's
What I had to learn was what I'd always takenonly because I'm taking care of my grandsons
for granted...putting one foot in front of the other,while my daughter works. I'm fortunate that I can
right? Wrong! True, we put one foot in front ofdo this.
the other, but it's HOW we place that foot. I hadLife is NOT over because you lose a part of your
to learn that when we walk, we put the heelbody. You just have to persevere and maybe
down first, with knee straight out in front of us.find new ways to do the things you once did, but
Then we smoothly follow that with 'rolling' to theYOU CAN DO IT. Having and maintaining a
ball of the foot as we bend the knee, and followpositive attitude is just as important as not
through, bringing the other leg up and in front.thinking of yourself as 'handicapped', and Believing
First I started 'walking' while using both crutches,in yourself to be able to do most, if not all of
then as I got better, down to one crutch, andwhat you want to accomplish. Life goes on and
finally walking with just a cane.so must we.